Second Edition · Narrative Poetry Memoir

The Pain
Sings a Song

Poems written through bipolar disorder, faith, and the long work of recovery — by Shalanda Shaw.

Shalanda Shaw, head bowed, against a grey backdrop
“Pain affects us all uniquely, but we shouldn’t stay silent. We should find our voice and choose to sing.”
Front cover of The Pain Sings a Song, second edition, by Shalanda Shaw

The book

The Pain Sings a Song is a seven-part narrative poetry memoir chronicling Shalanda Shaw’s path through loss, anger, despair, faith, and resilience.

In Parts One and Two, Shalanda faces identity loss and grief, starting her emotional journey.

In Parts Three and Four, she pleads for change while wrestling with hopelessness.

In Parts Five and Six, she uses anger and defiance as tools against mental illness.

In Part Seven, Shalanda’s triumph lies not in complete healing, but in regaining her voice, reflecting resilience and faith.

Seven parts

One movement each

  • Part One Why?

    Identity loss and grief, at the start of the journey.

  • Part Two Why Not Me?

    Stigma, faith, and the cycling in and out.

  • Part Three This Is It

    Depression named plainly.

  • Part Four Inspiration

    Pleading for change.

  • Part Five Revenge

    Anger and defiance turned into a daily poem.

  • Part Six Revelation

    Coping skills, support, and hope.

  • Part Seven Transition

    Not complete healing — a voice regained.

From the book · Part Five

Revenge

It sounds so magnificent, yet so bare . . . but daring. I want to get revenge on bipolar disorder for what it has done to me.

So, I smell revenge as sweet success— a poem every day, starting on August 1, 2012. I shall rise from the rubble of pain by putting it on paper.

Shalanda Shaw with hands clasped, against a grey backdrop
Portrait of Shalanda Shaw looking down, against a white backdrop

The author

Shalanda Shaw is a writer whose work skillfully explores mental health, faith, and resilience through poetry.

During her adolescence, Shaw confronted bipolar disorder and discovered writing as a vital tool for survival rather than mere expression. Poetry became a way to translate pain into meaning and silence into language.

Born and raised in Jamaica, Shaw later moved to the United States as a teenager, an experience that deeply shaped her perspective and creative voice.

Speaking

“People, do not be afraid to advocate! Sing your pain.”

Shalanda speaks to congregations, campuses, clinical teams, and support groups about stigma, faith, coping skills, and what families can do when someone they love goes quiet.

The Pain Sings a Song
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